things have been good
i decided to start wearing foundation, big step for me
i had to see my brother yesterday 84R084R80RCDSOBVSUD awkward silences
and my friend has been pushing for us to have a relationship of somesorts cause she thinks if were friends he'll want to stay off heroin. But I don't know how to talk to him. its hard to see somebody you loved ruining there lives.
but I don't even know how i feel about him anymore.
maybe I'm PMSing, but its nice to get my mind off my stupid brother since his relapse
I've been just...relaxing, hangingout with friends what have you
things are good
and I'm excited for school to start idk why