Wednesday, September 17, 2008

double fuck

i hate everyone 

but i like my new cardigan 

 I really just wanna get the fuck out CA. 
my moms in denmark for a week and I'm so codependant on her 
when she gets back my therapist wants to come in and talk to her 

I have so much shit just bottled up 
its hella unhealthy 
I need to vent
nobody reads this who gives a fuck 

i hate my friends, i hate my family, i hate myself, i hate spelling, i hate school 
this is pointless 

Saturday, September 13, 2008


gaaa i need to stop being depressed
i always said i think cutting yourself is stupid l`allalla 
but its the only way i can be like calm