Thursday, July 31, 2008

yuss internets back

hmm well whats been up 
the usual hangingout whatever
my skin sucks 
my friend gave me hella foundation 
i got I.D. bare minerals 
and some mac foundation, perfume 
the MAC made me breakout 
and the bare minerals makes me look like i have skin colored chalk on my face 
anybody recomend good foundation out there? 

Monday, July 14, 2008

back to school shopping

another list.. 

I decided to be ORGANIZED for the first time in my life 
so I want pencils in what  A POUCH yeah big deal for me 
paper, binder, sharpener, glue all that jazz. .
and on to 

1 pair of good fitting jeans 
1 good sweatshirt 
1 pair of slippers, new shoes 
shirts and dresses
hmm thats all i have so far i need to think this over.. 


so far.. 
I've been concidering..
1. foundation primer 
2. all sorts of makeup, eyeshadow whatnot 

1. silk scarfs (black, grey)
2.jeans ( true religion, lucky)
3.f21, uo gift cards

1. ipod nano (new)

Friday, July 11, 2008

fuck my life

so i slept over at zoes house 
and litterally COULD NOT sleep 
1 a.m. 2 a.m. 3a.m. 4a.m...and 5 
then zoes mom had to go somewhere at 6 so i got a ride home and... 
what the fuck is wrong with me? 
whoaaa shit my cousin from denmark added me

Monday, July 7, 2008



oh and..

what color do you think i should dye my hair 
i have green eyes, and my skin can get pretty tan 
I'm tworn between staying blondish or going chocalate brown 
any opinions? 


soo yesterday i went to the fair with rachel, trudy and lish 
and wow 
lish had like uhh whats it called 
idk she just like passed out from not eating or whatever
and it drives me crazy 
I know i should be sensitive to a eating disorder but.. i really don't care 
its her fault 
she should just fucking EAT SOMETHING 
i dont know what else to do to help her 

Sunday, July 6, 2008

happy 4th

things have been good 
i decided to start wearing foundation, big step for me 
i had to see my brother yesterday 84R084R80RCDSOBVSUD awkward silences 
and my friend has been pushing for us to have a relationship of somesorts cause she thinks if were friends he'll want to stay off heroin. But I don't know how to talk to him. its hard to see somebody you loved ruining there lives.
but I don't even know how i feel about him anymore.
maybe I'm PMSing, but its nice to get my mind off my stupid brother since his relapse 
I've been just...relaxing, hangingout with friends what have you 
things are good 
and I'm excited for school to start idk why 

Wednesday, July 2, 2008

this one song

heartbeats by the knife 
so boss 
I can't stop listening to it 

there a pretty sketch looking band though hah---------->

anyways another boring summer day, I'm starting to get a little more into my "fashion identity" I think I'm past my phase of confusion 
simple trendy, i guess i would call it 

well anywhos 
I had a bunk dream 
hopefully it won't predict the future

Tuesday, July 1, 2008

summer job

everybodys getting one but me 
I have about zero previous job expeirence and yeah.. 
whatever I'll get one next summer :)
blah blah blah, 

List of things i need to do
a. keep up with my hygeine routine, (i.e. washing face everyday EVEN IF i sleepover somewhere) 
b. attempt to get a job
c. catch up with my friends who have been on vacation 
d. walk the dog
e. diet hbosausboudbAHAHAH 
f. get over T 
g. return allissas tanktop
h. take advantage of the lucky sale before it ends. 
i. SELL MY TRUE RELIGION JEANS TO A CONSIGNMENT STORE, quit putting it off emma ushsduohu

white eyeliner JUMBO-benefit 
nude lipstick 
a nice dress from UO 
some new scarfs

bleached mah jeans

they turned out pretty good 
but I'm kinda in a style crisis 
I'm becoming more..idk boring clean cut? 
less nuts haha 
i guess i might just be a walking oxymoron 
a girl who dresses old school preppy, and listens to electronic metal 
here are ze jeans 
i played DDR/guitar hero for about 6 hours yesterday 
I think i got carple tunnel, and when i close my eyes all i see is the ddr arrows haha . 
andd wow im so obsessed with a certain someone, and now R is trying to talk to me WTF what a cunt. 
I think im becoming more mature, I find myself more interested in makeup than clothes now a days. 
if my mom looses her job, she wants to go to the beauty academy and work with skin care. I kinda want to follow in her footsteps as well