double fuck

i hate everyone 

but i like my new cardigan 

 I really just wanna get the fuck out CA. 

my moms in denmark for a week and I'm so codependant on her 

when she gets back my therapist wants to come in and talk to her 

I have so much shit just bottled up 

its hella unhealthy 

I need to vent

nobody reads this who gives a fuck 

i hate my friends, i hate my family, i hate myself, i hate spelling, i hate school 

this is pointless 

fuck

gaaa i need to stop being depressed

i always said i think cutting yourself is stupid l`allalla 

but its the only way i can be like calm